Thursday, November 30, 2006

Change

Busy day today. Gave the Heads (sophomores) their Corporals brass (Corps speak....if you become a regular, you'll get it...I might post a Corps Speak part, it'll be great!) Anyway. 5:15 came early this morning, and it was raining. And it was cold. Woooooo.... Believe it or not, this is not the biggest thing going on in my life right now. I changed my major yesterday. Yeah. To animal science. It used to be Biomedical science. Let the criticisms begin. I am just tired of working hard and not having my grades reflect that work. Sigh. I just can't win. Because I've always been sure of what I wanted to do. I've wanted to be a veterinarian for years. I never even thought about whether or not I really wanted that lifestyle. I want a family, time to be with them. That, and more and more doors are being closed to me because of my grades, I am sick of being mediocre. It stops now. I never even thought to project that far into the future. I'm going to let God carry this for a while. Because I am tired of bearing it alone. I'm going to get into something warm and fuzzy, listen to the rest of Mambo Italiano, and study the hell...Bring it on!