Thursday, November 30, 2006

Change

Busy day today. Gave the Heads (sophomores) their Corporals brass (Corps speak....if you become a regular, you'll get it...I might post a Corps Speak part, it'll be great!) Anyway. 5:15 came early this morning, and it was raining. And it was cold. Woooooo.... Believe it or not, this is not the biggest thing going on in my life right now. I changed my major yesterday. Yeah. To animal science. It used to be Biomedical science. Let the criticisms begin. I am just tired of working hard and not having my grades reflect that work. Sigh. I just can't win. Because I've always been sure of what I wanted to do. I've wanted to be a veterinarian for years. I never even thought about whether or not I really wanted that lifestyle. I want a family, time to be with them. That, and more and more doors are being closed to me because of my grades, I am sick of being mediocre. It stops now. I never even thought to project that far into the future. I'm going to let God carry this for a while. Because I am tired of bearing it alone. I'm going to get into something warm and fuzzy, listen to the rest of Mambo Italiano, and study the hell...Bring it on!

2 comments:

mom said...

I don't know how to use the blog thing yet but here it goes..
You are too young to give it up yet you have a ton of life left and lots of time for positive and time to make more mistakes of course too. God is Good ALL THE TIME...
ain't no guarantee other than that
love your mom

MissAdaptation said...

Great blog, fellow blogger! I will love to keep up with your wild college lifestyle this way.